“I do not know Him!”
Peter’s words of denial echoed
across the High Priest’s courtyard into Jesus’ ears. The one who boldly
proclaimed only hours before that he would go to prison or die with Jesus now
shriveled with panic before a servant girl.
The compassion in the Savior’s eyes when He turned and looked at Peter shattered this disciple’s wall of defensive fear. Remorse and embarrassment moved him to run away and weep bitter tears.
Despite his earlier statement of
loyalty, Peter’s faith didn’t stand up to the test of persecution. He and the
rest of the disciples, except John, hid while Roman soldiers nailed Jesus to
the cross.
Peter’s soul probably didn’t need
any help from Satan to feel incriminated. While Jesus’ body laid in a cold,
dark tomb, this fearful man had three days to wallow in regret. Even after the
resurrection Peter must have wondered what Jesus thought of him.
Redeemed from Regret
Not until the walk on the beach
before Jesus ascended to heaven did this follower of Christ come to know he was
forgiven by his Lord.
After the Holy Spirit descended
upon believers on the Day of Pentecost, boldness entered them. Peter grew into
the leader of the new church. He received the revelation of living in Christ’s
identity, and allowed God to redeem his soul from the grief of past failures. Now
rather than denying Jesus, Peter stood strong under the tyranny of the same
Roman government that crucified the Son of God.
At times we may feel the same way Peter
felt. We probably have instances in our lives where we have denied the Lord.
Maybe we didn’t witness to someone like we should have. Or we stayed silent
when we could have defended the gospel. There are other mistakes and trespasses
we could have committed that cause us to look back with remorse.
These emotional enemies drop
hammers of anguish on our souls. We do need to repent, but we don’t need to
remain in the dark hole of sorrow. If we do, we only dig the chasm deeper with
each mental shovel full of self-blame.
The remedy for us is the same as
the one for Peter. Allow the conquest Jesus won to silence the voice of our
accuser.
No Condemnation
Tradition tells us Peter died by
being crucified upside down because he didn’t feel worthy to die in the same
manner as his Savior. What a difference liberation from his former history did
for the man who denied he even knew Jesus’ name.
Liberation from our history can
make the same difference for us too. God doesn’t condemn us and He doesn’t want
us to condemn ourselves. Jesus paid for every sin we have ever made and will
ever commit. The key is to receive this gift and look forward through God’s
lens of triumph instead of the rear-view mirror of yesterday.
There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ
Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. (Romans 8:1 AKJV)
On this Resurrection Day, think
about the victory Jesus won for all of us. Guilt, condemnation, and shame have
been washed away by the blood of God’s Son. We can be as effective as Peter was
after Pentecost when we realize the power of living in Christ’s identity.
Celebrate Resurrection Day by
knowing who you are in Christ.
For He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might
become the righteousness of God in Him. (2 Corinthians 5:21 NKJV)
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I feel relieved and grateful!
ReplyDeleteAmen, I do too! Thanks for sharing. Blessings!
DeleteSo relatable and encouraging, Barbara. The story of Peter is one that gives me hope. When I feel unworthy of God's love and forgiveness, I remember Peter. Your post teaches me info about him that I didn't know, such as the way he chose to die. Thank you.
ReplyDeletePeter's redemption gives me hope as well, Candyce. I have read the story of his death a few times. It says that this story is tradition so whether it is true or not, his choice would show us his dedication to the Lord. Thanks for sharing. Blessings!
Delete"Run to Jesus!" Yes, that is the answer. I ran away for years, but when I came to my senses, He welcomed this sinner with open arms. Thank you for this message of hope and love.
ReplyDeleteI'm so thankful His arms are always open. I ran into them too. Thanks for sharing, Katherine. Blessings!
DeleteThank you for the great post, Barbara. I'm so thankful for God's forgiveness and redemption.
DeleteSo encouraging!
ReplyDeleteAmen Ms. Barbara. We have the ability to live our best lives, free from sin and shame. His grace, His promise, His power!
ReplyDeleteWe can be so thankful for His grace. Thanks for sharing, J.D. Blessings!
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